For the past month

I go back and forth
between
being proud of getting so much done
and
wanting to slack off.

When I manage the myriad of daily goals,
I want to shout about it to the world!
When I tire of plodding through the routine,
I want to whine about it too.

Slowly, I’m learning
to say less
and
just do it again tomorrow.

Don’t bitch, don’t boast, don’t quit.
Is this just adulthood
or
am I self-actualizing?