I often say I hate winter my circulation sucks, I’m always cold I’ve never had enough warm clothes or warm enough clothes maybe or maybe just warm enough thoughts because in winter everything dies colors leave everyone preaches – but – 2022 was a fucking onslaught. – I don’t think I hate winter the days […]
if you do not see me before I go here is what I hope you know first, it’s okay – it’s really okay whatever you didn’t get to say second, the bulk of my life was very good even if it didn’t end how you felt it should do not allow an ending to eclipse […]
Morning checks: -Three bluebird eggs in box 1. -A dummy nest in box 2. House wrens build them. Do they get along, Google? -House wrens may attack bluebird eggs and hatchlings. -House wrens block all available nesting cavities from other birds. -House wrens are territorial up to an acre surrounding their real nest. -House wrens […]
the thing about missing you is that for the first time thoughts of mortality while still daunting confusing and unsolicited are now also somewhat comforting not because I want to go soon nor because of some confidence about thereafter but simply because I am glad to know I will not exist in perpetuity all the […]
a chasm blown into my chestin the shape and size of a feline silhouettenot at the end, when she was small, but at her glorious prime an empty stretch from sternum to gutdrafts swish through, sending occasional howls up the esophaguswhooshes that whisper I miss you I watched your silvers turn to goldnot how most […]
quill takes flight 